Apples.

i enjoy apples very much.

I have been thinking about apples alot lately.

potentially because i've been eating them so much.

What type of apple would be perfect?
- i usually like the big red ones that are still cold.

but lately i have started to take a liking to granny smiths after years of never having an interest in them.

-they are sour, & too hard. but. i like them.

after thinking golden kiwifruit had gone out of season (which was a lie) -apples had & have still become my new defaut fruit.

i always wonder if i will ever find a worm in my apple one day?

apparently only a decade ago there were more than 300 types of apples in america alone.

but now there is only 20 in the whole world.

& something that has been on my mind lately
(for the last couple of weeks):

blue & red

cats & dogs

circle & square

hot & cold

..it sounds silly, but i have seriously have not been able to make up my mind on what i like better. it's been driving me crazy.

so, i have come to a conclusion.

i like them both.

i always like to be either one or the other.

i've never liked being luke warm.

in the middle of a decision.

..just like how God is both pro-science & a God of the impossible.
there is no one or the other.
i like that.

my laptop power cord is currently broken, so it has been rushed away to the medical department (the bin) & Peter is buying a new one.

So at 1:00am when i came home from the most frustrating slash lol night of someone driving me crazy, i tramped outside in my pajamas & polar fleece to the garage to check my emails.

when i finished, i locked the door behind me, but saw something moving around my feet.

literally- put your thumb & pointer finger together to make a circle.

it was a big cockroach by my toes just chillin.

after running into the house having a panic attack, i slept very well that night..


apples make me burp.. for some reason.

feel free to tell me why.

ps: i like the fact you can eat apples hot or cold.