Clear(ly).

"Open up my eyes, let me see you more clearly."
Replay all afternoon.

It's kinda starting to get a little bit more clear in the last couple of weeks.

You know when you wake up & you have sleet in your eyes, & everything is blurry.

I feel like I have just washed my face & i'm slowly relising slash knowing what I want to do.

But then again, God might change it up.
You never know.

I like that about God.

I don't know whats going to happen next.

Boyfriend?
maybe?

New Job?

maybe?

Internship?
maybe?

University?
maybe?

Travel?
maybe?

...i don't want to.

but if God wants me to, it's either that or nothing else.
He can see the end product.

I like Mondays alot.

No work in Jesus name.

I hope that never changes.

I like playing 3am board games at Hector's.

Even though i might not be the best at Risk.

i'm okay with that.
Last night was the start of my singular Band of Brother Marathon.

Ross from Friends plays a character, & I still can't look at him in a serious war movie.

I can't do it.

Today, was good.

Made self saucing pudding for Peter.
Lost my phone charger again.

& watched 6 Episodes in the lounge with every possible door & window open.

Why was it so hot?

I'm in excited mode for Winter.
...
Ever since summer started.

ps: I like rasberries with a passion inside my heart.

Pig.

Oh man.

Today, I found out things that were made out of pig.

I kind of feel like a mixture of
"i think i'm going to be sick"
&
"this is amazing!"

1. Icecream.

Part of Pig: Gelatine (from hooves, bones, skin). It regulates the sugar crystallistaion & slows it down from melting.

2. Bread.
Part of Pig: Protein from pig hair used to soften the dough.

3. Fine Bone Chine.

Part of Pig: Bone ash.

4. Injectable Collagen.

Part of Pig: Skin.

5. Cheesecake.

Part of Pig: Gelatine.

6. Red Wine.

Part of Pig: Gelatine- it absorbs cloudy elements tomake drinks clear or something.

7. Cigarette.

Part of Pig: Haemoglobin- used in the filters.

8. Bullets
Part of Pig: Gelatine-used to help transport the gunpowder into the casing.

9. Safety Gloves.

Part of Pig: Skin.

10. Crayons.

Part of Pig: Fatty acids from pork bone used as a hardening agent in crayons & also to give them that classic smell of crayons.

11. Low Fat Butter.
Part of Pig: Gelatine for texture.

12. Paintbrush.

Part of Pig: Hair.

13. Chewing Gum.

Part of Pig: Gelatine.


14. Match.
Part of Pig: Glue made from bones.

15. Shoes.

Part of Pig: Glue made from bones.

16. Vanilla Pudding.

Part of Pig: Gelatine used for texture.

17. Soap.

Part of Pig: Fatty acids from bone act like a hardening agent & gives colour.

oh my gosh.

Car.

Welcome, "The Blue Dolpin."

(makes squeeking sound.)

Link.

In the begining, there was God.

It's crazy to think God knew the plan from the begining.
When you think about it, back then when Jesus died, people would have been so dissapointed at the "plan" messing up.
but He knew alllllll along.

it all linked up.

sneaky sneaky.

God is so God.

*good.